i am planning my escape back to indiana.  nuff said.  

miss you guys

Straw hats and beef jerky!   lol  :o)  You are too funny, and it's pretty true.  I went to a bar on friday night called "Hot Rods", no it was not a nuddie bar, although that would be a good name for one; anyways the bar was full of dudes wearing cowboy hats and shit kickers (i am not going to explain this one if you don't know already)  Ya, and this bar was full of mostly college students.  Then again I was in Shawnee, Ok, which is about half the size of Bloomington.  So i guess you can get a picture of what the people can be like.  I got to sing karaoke at least, "A Man of constant sorrow" at that...  and a standing ovation.  It was pretty kewl,  it's was just like fine linen, it just don't get any better. 

Well i guess i get to start me a new job next week, considering i pass the test, which i should be able to without too much problem.   Then you shall call me Double o Phildo, that's right i will be an Agent.   A (secret) insurance agent!  What a cool job, i get to talk to total strangers, make them laugh, sell them insurance, and grow back the fro!  lol  Along with that i will be shadowing the doctor on days off.    G-Yeah! 

Oh yeah, someone better come and visit me or i will Punchisize your faces in!  lol  love y'all!

So i guess i haven't told everyone yet, so i should get this out.  I will be moving to Oklahoma in the near future.  Well i guess it will be somewhere around July 14th if not that day.  I still have to get some things done, money to make, oh ya and a job lined up!  I've been starting all that applying online stuff and it's kinda scary to think about moving so far away from the people i care the most for, the things i enjoy, i mean ya i will be going to oklahoma where its.....  FLAT!!  How am i going to be able to go rock climbing!  ya know.  hehe  amonst other things, i just don't know what there is to there other than work on the ranch and become a cowboy, lord knows i have my cowboy tendancies; country music, cowboy hat and boots, etc.  But i don't feel like a cowboy, it's just fun pretending. 

Ah hell, well i guess i will get to the point.  I will be going down there to actually shadow a Osteopathic Family Practician.  Osteopathy is the field of medicine which i have thought about doing for quite sometime.  So, its about time for me to go off and try it out and see if it is all what i think it's cracked out to be.   You see this school thing has been so tough because i have never even shadowed a doctor, i have just always had faith in my decision that this is what i want to do and what i would be great at.  So i really really hope that this shadowing experience will be beneficial (which no doubt it will be) and that i finally get some solid evidence to myself that this is what i want to do.  I have lacked focus for so long now during school.   I sometimes feel like a lot of people when they say they want to be a doctor, or forensic scientist, based on what they see on tv.  I don't want to be that person, i want to find out.  I guess that is the reason why i must go to oklahoma, things i guess would be different if i would have been able to find a doctor to shadow indiana, but i have never found such luck. 

I must admit i am a bit scared that i won't like the practice of medicine.  Nah, i more fear that if i don't like it then i don't know what i will be doing for a job, going to live, those sort of things.  I guess that is what most graduates go through, who don't have a job lined up immediately after graduation.  I don't want to get stuck doing construction work for the rest of my life.  Like i have been doing.  Its not all that fullfilling to me. 

So, its off to the themidwest, the brim of the southwest, the belt buckle of the bible belt, where the crab grass grows plentyful, horses and cattle out number humans, and the humidity and temperature gets higher than crack-heads.    Thank God i will most likely be working indoors!  :O) 

Well today i am doing research... or waiting to do some research, b/c the the dang people won't show up.  So la la la la.  I have grown increasingly impatient with waiting.  I mean, what the heck how hard is it really to make it somewhere on time.  In reality maybe they just don't want to reveal to me their darkest secrets about the number of times they have eaten dark green vegetables, or orange ones.  Or maybe they don't want to tell me that they haven't walked at all in the past 3 months, freaking lazy people.  If that were true i guess it would be nice to see a large spaceship flying around and blasting off their lazers making people run.  heh, that would be a heck of a motivator, ya know.  :o)  Run bitch, otherwise i will shoot you with my lazer and cause you to become obliterated.  Oh, no, it won't be nice and pretty like that Tom Cruise movie, "War of the Worlds."  where you dissappear into a cloud of dust.  NO i say, there will be much more gore, and the gore will make you move more.   Since that is what i am researching, "Eating Better and Moving More".   Raaaahahahahaha 

Alright, i am sorry about that random rant.  Pretty twisted though, eh!  :o)  Have a good day

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